Ramadhan Is Nearing Its End

okay makeup raye , LOL kidding ! (;

tapi cantik ape rainbow , life is a rainbow too , each colour adds up to something new ,

so I actually wanted to tell all of you that Ramadhan is nearing its end )':

okay I know , sad kan ? its even sadder when I didn't even lost weight ! haha !

hmm okay honestly bulan puasa this year is okay lah , except for something that's hurting me ,

tapi dakpe , maybe Allah is testing me , I keep praying for strength & the path to the right way (':

as you see at that pic on the right , me wearing a black & orange Fareeda tudung ,

I know , I know , I still look chubby as ever , tapi sokay lah kan ? cute je , LOL koya :p

okay first thing first , the latest exam result ak 1A1B2C2E3G -.- 

okay see ? teruk kan ? hellyeah , sokay I'm trying harder now ! >.<

get it ? If you don't , then go get a dictionary .

hmm okay , actually recently , Abah & Mama had a fight , which honestly I hated ,

I mean seriously , Abah , if you are really on the right side , prove it to me ,

you & Mama are divorced , so like what the heck ? just settle your wrongdoings !

don't tell me bullshit like when you said I'm bullshit , because that's actually you .

Idc what people say , orang dop tahu what I've been going through ,

don't you ever blame my mother who raised me perfectly , 

you are always wrong but to you , your always right & that is an absolute nonsense !

tolonglah ! you have been wrecking our live for so long !

mati ke kalau settle masalah elok-2 , what ? you would die when you do good deeds ?

you never cared about me & if you are saying you love me , hey please stfu liar (:

ape ? dop pandai nk tunjuk rase sayang dekat anak ?

ohh , anak orang laen boleh jee beli baju raye rm300 sorang ,

your own daughter ? baju t-shirt rm25 each , 3 pasang je pon .

idc lah nk kate aku kurang ajar or whateva because I'm so sick with you !

so okay actually hari tuh , mase kluor g bandor nan Mama & Baby Hana ,

Idk how but i was alone & I had the courage to face him ,

so I called him , took all my heart out and battled my dilemma ,

guess what happen ? he said whatever I'm saying is ridiculous ,

& he never did anything wrong to me whatsoever ,

to top it off , he said the last time we met he even gave me is a phone .

ohh okay seronoknya ! :D yelah , seribu ringgit tuh mahal sangatt lahh ,

hello , nk compare with Mama , dye lagi banyak lah sacrifice untuk aku ,

ape kau cakap , ohh susah nk get close to me ? hey sayang , kau yang buat susah !

don't tell me I'm making things hard because you should judge yourself first .

so okay lastly , idc la kau nk ckp pasal Islam or whatever , jangan nk buat ajaran sesat ,

nk cakap dalam Islam parents dop pernoh mntak maaf nan ank , 

hey its not call begging ! its called consolation la bangang ! 

please lah , I'm the one who should say I never did anything wrong to you ,

besides , all this while , I always let things go & say sorry ,

sorry , but not this time , I've made up my mind , 

ikut kau la nk cakap aku ni muda , modern , ikut kafir ,

but this time I want you to come & coax me , just say sorry , that's all I want to hear ,

tapi aku tahu , for you , saying sorry to your daughter mcm jatuh maruah lah ,

well its okay lah , keep your damn ego & you will be losing your so called beloved daughter ,

lastly , I never called you on your birthday because you forget my birthday ,

& when you get married & get a new daughter you forget me so I forget you .

when you said we would be a happy family , please , that's all BULLSHIT .

and lastly until you start wishing my birthday , I won't be wishing your birthday ,

& also as long as you don't care about me , I won't give a damn about you .

tapi honestly , I'm sorry but that's it , I'm no longer your daughter .

aww , starstruck with you <3

okay so dh la crite pasal M2M , which what i call my Abah from now ,

okay so , dh lah , I don't want to cry anymore , nanti mata bengkak , raye dop comey :'p

okay so actually , I have friends , tapi masih mencari that FRIEND <3

btw , thanks Wan Nurlisa sebab sudi dgr problems Fiqah , sayangggggggggg Lisa :*

school hectic jgk , catching up with studies & homework ,

adelah mcm nk gila , tpi Alhamdulillah , setakat ni belum lagy , HAHA !

cuti ni hopefully I can get some rest but not too much & more beneficial time (:

esok pegy rumah Nenek kot , gosh family reunion :D man , me soo gemukk >.<

kfine , kena masuk Biggest Loser -.- haha bengong je :p

oh btw kan , dh download game Harvest Moon ( Back To Nature)

serious , kejut gila mase jumpe hor , wahhhhhhh , so happy ! ^o^

heeeee , nanti nk maen game tuh , sambung lagyyyy lahh (;

kan ? everyone have been through this & its super tough (':

Insyaalah la klu sempat & , nk cari shawl satin or pashmina or tudung Fareeda for raye ,

teringin lah pakai shawl satin , cantik je nampak , but my face is so tembam -.-

yelah , nk compare nan Hana Tajima , err , jauh beza :p

okay so before I end this post , nk share something with everyone <3

heeee , see ? my JBiebs :3 his latest song , As Long As You Love Me <3

do try to hear this , watch the mv & really hope you would do thumbs up on it ! (;

Justin bieber is absolutely my favourite singer , his songs shows who I am ,

its true that he does gets better over the years & I'm so proud of him (':

I will always be a Belieber & will support him all the way <3

here's the lyrics to the song , enjoyy (:

As long as you love me (2x)

We're under pressure,
Seven billion people in the world trying to fit in
Keep it together,
Smile on your face even though your heart is frowning
But hey now, you know, girl,
We both know it's a cruel world
But I will take my chances

As long as you love me
We could be starving, we could be homeless, we could be broke
As long as you love me
I'll be your platinum, I'll be your silver, I'll be your gold
As long as you love, love, love, love me (love me)
As long as you love, love, love, love me (love me)

I'll be your soldier,
Fighting every second of the day for your dreams, girl
I'll be your Hova
You can be my Destiny's Child on the scene girl
So don't stress, don't cry, we don't need no wings to fly
Just take my hand

As long as you love me
We could be starving, we could be homeless, we could be broke
As long as you love me
I'll be your platinum, I'll be your silver, I'll be your gold
As long as you love, love, love, love me (love me)
As long as you love, love, love, love me (love me)

[Big Sean]
Yo, B-I-G
I don't know if this makes sense, but you're my hallelujah
Give me a time and place, and I'll rendezvous, and I'll fly you to it,
I'll beat you there
Girl you know I got you
Us, trust...
A couple of things I can't spell without 'U'
Now we are on top of the world, 'cause that's just how we do
Used to tell me, "Sky's the limit", now the sky's our point of view (view)
Man now we stepping out like, "Whoa" (Oh God)
Cameras point and shoot (shoot)
Ask me what's my best side, I stand back and point at you
You, you the one that I argue with, I feel like I need a new girl to be bothered with,
But the grass ain't always greener on the other side,
It's green where you water it
So I know we got issues baby true true true
But I'd rather work on this with you
Than to go ahead and start with someone new
As long as you love me

As long as you love me (Love me yeah yeah yeah)
We could be starving, we could be homeless, we could be broke
As long as you love me
I'll be your platinum, I'll be your silver, I'll be your gold
As long as you love, love, love, love me
As long as you love, love, love, love me
As long as you love, love, love, love me (I'll be your silver, I'll be your gold)
As long as you love, love, love, love me
As long as you love, love, love, love me
As long as you love me

so the end , lyrics ? awesomeeeeee (;

hope you love it like I do <3

so okay lah , 11pm lebih dh , its getting late , nearing midnight dh pon ,

loveyou my dearies <3 take caree :* byebye (: