so here we are again,in one of my posts on my one n only blog <3 tbh,idk wht to say but this heart of mine,its been hurt,broken n now it screams for a lil care n attention..ok first,im gonna be honest on this post,life right now,have been a total CHAOS with trial coming up,drama competition just around the corner,MAG Inc. n other stuffs really make me rush like all the time since i need to catch up with everything,pushing myself to the limits trying to finish everything perfect n complete before the deadlines. ok sure,i have friends..but sometimes i stop n think,who is my friends actually?who is the one who i can call TRUE friends? is it her? is it him? or is there nobody out there who is willing to be my friend no matter what or who i am? coz u know sometimes i feel like im trying to be by the sides of the people i truly care n love dearly but sometimes a few of them doesnt even care bout me
KERJA KHUSUS?
of coz,kk geo dh htr,tu pon ckup2 mase before deadline..kk sej in processs,probably htr esk :P well i wanna say thanks like thousands n thousand for my dear friend Sofia Aizura binti Abol Munafi who have been lending me all the docs that i need yg berkaitan dengan kerja2 kursus :) seriously,idk how to express my gratitude towards u pia,rse cm if u x tlg i,rsenye x siap la kerja2 kursus 2 smpai ble2 T__T so yeah,sumpah,ak terharu gler,i dont show it,but in my heart rse cm nk jeeeeeeee peluk2 u pia :') LMAO xD i love u n i hope its not gonna stop coz i need a person like u in my life,the one who make me smile when im sad,the one who knocks some sense into me when i dont realise im making a mistake n most importantly,the one who is by my side no matter wht happen ^__^ nk ak belanja tak? ak bleh je belanja pia but under rm10 je la kot :P LOL xD n thanks to nida,tehah,wani,lili,mirah n everyone yg terlibat with my kerja kursus ni :') i appreciate gler babi ahh ur help smua :D sumpah! i love u guys smpai mati <3
ok now,erm okay trial on 24 July O.O gler ahh! im like NNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!! I DONT WANT TO SIT FOR PMR!! >_< ROFLMAO xD well thats not gonna happen,i have to sit for PMR no matter what happen :'( tsk tsk,the JOY =.= so ok,drama 5 days je sblum trial :D hepi gelr kot! :D x rezak mne pon bodo eh! ^_^ so yeah im trying to balance everything in my life,walaupon ssh n im really stressed out,i try to spend time with my loved ones no matter how busy i am lately coz i love them n they complete me <3 guys,idk how can i say that i really appreciate ur presence n all ur help,advice,care n everything u did for me :') i love u guys n i promise this feeling is guaranteed for a lifetime :*
hmm,ok so thats almost everything so what else should talk about right now? o.o hmm well ok my love life is just still the same,i didnt make any progress since i just x nk wt pape pon coz i want things to just go the way it wants,let time tells everything,am i the one for him? is my waiting all worth all the tears i've shed? hey u know what,i've been loving him since the first time i met him n however i still cant get rid of this stupid controlling feelings that i have for him..im so confused,i want sooooooo many answers to my questions..eh awk,cant u see that i've never left u no matter wht happens? are u blind or are u pretending to be blind? i dont understand,i want to be by ur side like forever but i still dont wanna tell u how much i actually love n care bout u..cmni la ea,i Murfiqah Sorhana binti Murhasmee,solemnly testify my undying love for u dear ********** :) nk sy tnggu awk until im 18? ok im up for tht challenge eventhough i know ur heart is not even mine coz i believe that if u really want something,Allah will somehow give it to u one day if u keep on waiting patiently ^__^ so yeah,hey boy,i will wait for u till u are officially owned by someone else..i hope i will coz i think i can ;P haha so yeah,i cant live without u but having u in my life really turned my world the other way around O.O LMAO xD n thanks for everything u did for me,i love u for who u are :* n i pray to Allah that i would be shown guidance to the right path bout who im gonna marry :) LMAO that sounds cheesy xD well yeah,i really love him endlessy <3
so yeah people,stkat ni tu je laa kot o.o honestly,im tired :P penat like helllllllllllllllllllll wehh =.= LMAO xD so yeah,thats all for now :) c ya on the next post ;D love yah all! <3 muah :* tc! gbu ^__^
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