I Cry When I Try To Imagine My Life Without You

i hate to admit this coz this is kinda offensive for me but i agree,its kinda cute :)

so hi peeps,its me again,ur regular weirdo shawty blogging at 2.43am :)

so i cant really sleep & i think i know why but lets skip tht part shall we ? okay thanks ^^

i miss him,i miss him,i miss him,i miss him..omg ! I SERIOUSLY MISS HIM ! >< 

i can go on typing those 3 words all night just to prove how much i miss him T.T

do u know ? i already cried because i miss him too much & no,im not joking at all :'|

i cant sleep tonight,haizt :( coz when i close my eyes in complete darkness just now,

all i could hear was his voice near my ear,in the dark,all i could think of is all his words,

and when my hands tries to reach smething near me,it felt just like hes there bside me,

okay fine,i might sound lovesick or lovedrunk or who the hell knows wht,

but im just saying wht i feel,no lies just truths,i dont wanna keep it to just myself.

so,mybe esk ptg nk pegy rmh Nenek <3 i know i love my family but i dont really feel like going,

and Aunty Eny +  Uncle Yed + Syaura + Syiqa dh slamat smpai Trg td,alhamdulillah :)

hri Isnin ni ade aqiqah for Syaura so sah2 ak kna jdi pnyambut tetamu + balaci :D

dkpe2,ak ske krja2 dpur,so much fun la x) nnti bleh la jmpe sanak sedare seme,hehe ^^

i think i'll wear my black baju kurung + shawl :) hbis cite kn ? HAHA :p

tpi ak tknak pegy rmh Nenek,nnti i'll cry coz i cant survive without my Capital A :'|

theres like 3 more freaking days tht i need to survive without him ><

are u fucking crazy ?! how the hell am i gonna survive tht ?! err T__T

hmm,but still,i just hve to go,but u know wht ? i aint a stupid gurl,

no matter wht,i'll find a way so tht i can contact him,mark my words,I WILL ! ;)

i robbed u ? O__O OMG ! im sorry D: but still,not really my fault coz u robbed me first :p

dude,im truly sorry tht i robbed u coz i actually,i didnt realise i did o__o LOL

bsides,u were the one who robbed me first & now my heart is yours,it beats for u & only u <3

man,u robbed me & speficially locked me in ur prison for like agessssss --' dude,i love you :*

rmember bfore this ? when we sit & talk together for almost like,everyday except weekends,

but we never lost contact,everyday,u would just pop in my life even if u just wanted to say hi :)

but i remembered the first time u call me using my fullname,i was practically very very shocked,

i kinda turned towards u twice coz i couldnt believe wht i heard,i mean,come on,

how the hell did u know my fullname ? i never told u bout tht bfore tht o__o did u stalk me ? LOL

just kidding,but seriously,i think u did stalk me o__o am i right boy ? coz i think i am ;)

boy,yes ur right,i got amnesia,u infected me wit it & now all i see in this world is u <3

omg omg omg ! i seriously hve amnesia ! O__O u know why ? 

bcoz i forgot theres 1.2 billion other guys in this world coz i only see HIM in my eyes <3

but no kidding & no offence,dye lagy amnesia dri ak,like wayyyyy ahead of me --' LOL ;p

Capital A,i like it when u say im always gonna be ur reminder to an amnesia person like u :)

heheheh x) now i know,u just cant live without me ^^

dear,mybe theres much better guys out there,but i practically close my eyes to stay wit u,

smetimes i stare at a few boys,but they're like eye candy,just for decoration,just like hotels,

but ur not,ur my one & only,ur the love of my life,ur like my home,where i always feel so safe <3

the main point is,my heart is wit u,u robbed me & i love u & only u :)

wait,is that gurl in tht pic looks like me or is this pic just too offensive for me ? o__o LOL

err o__o eeeeeee --' wth ? pic ni mcm nk ngate kt ak je ? yg ats uh,mmg mcm ak ;p

ak slalu kbo gitu kt ye,kate kt dye nebeng >< dye slalu sakat ak,wt ak speechless + blushing --'

no matter when we're otp,face to face or just chatting,he'll always tease me ><

believe it or not,kt luor,when we're in public,rmai gler org kte dye sembey do'oh llu xD

trust me,dyeorg bkn nk ngutuk ke ape,its just facts bout him,kdg uh,tgk mke dye,ak nk trgelak :p

smetimes,when im about to cry,then ak tgk mke dye,or dye wt lawak,tros ak trsengih :'D

klu ak mrh2 nan dye mcm pic kt ats uh,dye msti ckp 'ololololo :3' then ak msti jd speechless --'

dye nakal kn ? --' yes,dye mmg budak nakal ak <3 ak byk blushing dpan dye,ak cpt malu ><

sayang,im only like this wit u,manja2 un,nan mu sorang je ak tnjuk :3 

hehehe ^^ thanks Capital A sbb lyan karenah ak yg mcm kanak2 ribena ni :D

i dont need to say anything more,the pic describes wht i wanted to say perfectly ^^

dear Capital A,i want u to know tht okay ? ^^

there are moments in my life i will always remember,

not because they were important but because u were there :)

ingt op mse dlu2,everyday mu call ak,we would talk for hours,smpai batt fon umh mu hbis :p

mu tak kesah un blanje2 nde utk ak,mse bil hri tuh,ak ingt ag,mu byar,kes mu call ak byk sgt,

but still,u didnt stop,mu still call ak,lgpon,everyday,i always wait for a call from u ^^

leni,ak yg byk call mu an ? sayang,ak tknak nyusohkn mu,ak tak kesah,jnji leh dgr sore mu :')

my day wouldnt be complete if there wasnt u & ur voice in it <3

so okay la,its really late,mybe nk try tido lagy after this,bsides,its 4.15am,

btw,i forgot a few words i wanna say to u dear Capital A,here :)

i remember all those crazy things u sed,u left them running through my head <3

ur always there,ur everywhere,but right now i wish u were here :*

okay,thts all for tonight,goodnight humans,sweet dreams :D

do take care peeps ^^ Te Amo Mi Vida <3 adios amigos :)