The Keyword Is Patience

assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh :)

seme shat ? hope you are in the best of condition peeps ^^

ak bnornye,dok au bkpe ak blogging,mybe bcoz i feel so different tday,

guess wht ? ak rndu ngat ke dye,its hard to admit,tpi ak rse empty gler dye tkdok,

aku | rindu | mu

thats the truth,i couldnt lie to myself bcoz thats the most idiotic thing to do,

hri ni,ak cbe wt dok ingt,cbe ilangkn ksdihan ak, 

but,it was useless,i couldnt get him outta my mind,okay,seksa mu tkdok,sbb ak rndu mu :'|

its the same feelings,the same feelings i felt on the previous 8 months,

pedih taw dok ? sakit ngat prasaan ni,ak demam,batuk,selsema pon dok ase lemah gini,

ak than dri ak dri nages,wt bodo,wt sibuk,1 umh ak kmas,tpi ble dh siap,

i just sat on the floor & cry,bkp ? bkp ak kne nages ? msti mcm budakbudak je org kte :')

ak ckup dh rse all the hardship slame ni,ak dok ckup kuat mcm dlu dh,i cant be tht strong,

to go through all tht pain,all those torture,prnh ke org tnye ak,gane rse,8 bulan oww ?

tkdok kn ? seme ingt,ak kuat,ak bleh buat,ak dokkan skali-kali ngaloh,

eh,org dok taw,ak prnh nk ngaloh,sbb mse tuh,ak trpksa tabah dgn idop ak,

i tried to confide in myself,tht i might be able to forget him & just let him be happy wit her,

tpi ak bodo kn ? ak tipu dri sndri gok,kononnye i can do it,

but sory to say,eventhough its hard to admit,i cant live without u Capital A,

okay,dye yg make me stay,i guess he just know tht deep in my heart,i wanted to stay,

okay,ckup ah chitchat sal nde past,i wanna talk bout now,

dear,ak mntk maaf,i know i was wrong,im truly very very very sorry,i promise i wont do it again,

im never gonna stop apologizing to u sayang,please,forgive me for all my idiotic actions :'|

its only been a day without u,tpi ak ase mcm dh 1 century,seksanye jiwa,when ur not here,

i will always love you,before this i did,and now till forever i will :')

please,please,please,forgive me ><' i miss u,i miss u,i miss u so much ur highness ):

i cant sleep at night,just missing everything bout u,thinking of u all the time,

and guess wht ? when i close my eyes & drift to sleep,i still meet u in my dreams,

best ngat mmpi smlm uh,u were thre,kte kt skola,talking & everything,

tpi ble bgn pg td,ak tros trkejut,otak ak still thinking of u,the dream is still there,

but obviously when i look around,i was just in darkness,all alone,

okay,i admit,im such a cry baby,ak nages skmo,sbb ak mmg gini,sensitif,sory bout tht :|

dear,ak mntk maaf,mntk maaf ngat eh >< please please please,accept my apology,

promise,after this,dok wt gitu lagy,janji ! ><

so okay la,im tired,letih menages act,hehehe :'D 

okay la,out dlu,bye peeps ^^ dear,iloveyousomuch <3 assalam :')