School Holiday Is Coming In Less Than A Week

So hello again , my dear readers , well I consider this my diary actually <3

Hmm , there's so much to tell , but knowing who I am now , not everything can be shared with :)

well school holiday sure is just around the corner , just in 3 more days ,

don't get me wrong , tbh , Idk if I'm happy or sad bout that o.o

okay lah , I just learn a lot of things this week , well this year too maybe ,

I've finally learn to let go of things that I love so much :')

for instance , I let go of my bestie because she said she regretted being friends with me ,

I let go of my soulmate too because he was so stubborn with his ways ,

I'm not blaming anyone for my actions , I'm just saying that I've finally learn to let go .

I've always been so afraid to be alone , so afraid to be isolated from everyone ,

but you know what ? I've realised that , all of those thinkings are just crap :D

lately , I've been letting go , of alot of precious people & things in my life ,

but I've realised that the people who love you will always stick with you ,

If they don't , or they keep making you sad , then stop & give up , let go .

I love my bestfriend so much , but if that's they way she wants it .

Its okay , I'll leave , I said sorry , I tried to redeem my mistakes ,

just that what she's asking for , is impossible to fulfill ,

so I had to let go of her but I hope one day , we'd be bestfriends again :')

Iloveyou dear & I'm sory for my mistakes , but I tried everything to make you forgive me .

Yet that thing you wanted just won't happen .

I'm sory , but this is what you said , so I guess our friendship is over .

I wish you would think it over again , because I'm so brokenhearted to let go of you </3

maaflah , aku cuba wat mu baek nan dye , tapi ye xmboh ,

mu kate dh kan , mu xmboh kwn nan aku selagy mu dop baek nan ye .

So maknanye mu rela kite putus kawan kan ? hmm sokay , ak tahu ak saloh , I'm sory :')

semoga mu bahagia nan hidup mu , sory ak dokleh wat nde mu nk , ak cube tapi dokleh gok .

ak ade nombor dye , tapi gitulah . aku kate dh ak dop kan contact mu lagy .

aku sayang mu , tapi aku xmboh mu serabut nan aku .

kalau lah , Insyaallah one day , mu nk baek smula nan aku mcm dlu-2 ,

tegur lah aku , I'm always waiting for us to be like before again :')

sampai sini jelah entry this time , kekgy ayoh aku pelik lok bakpe aku nages depan pc x')

okay , have a wonderful vacation peeps , Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh <3