BADOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM DOM BADOOM DOM BASS,HE GOT THAT SUPERBASS ! ;D

oke2,msti tajuk tuh sounds weird gler bngang kn?

haha its actually a song im addicted to which is,

Super Bass By Nicky Minaj <3

so i really like the song,best gler babi kot,shit ! i fucking love tht bitch ! :p

ak mlas post the lyrcis since there are a lil innapropriate words in tht song,

but try to hear it,i really like mse nk hbis tuh,part Nicky pkai bju glowing2 gitu,

best doe,im freaking addicted to it xD

so oke,smlm mybe ade prasan ak tak update,so sry,

sbnrnye smlm ak bad mood,kes smething la,

oke so nk cite sket ni,ak smlm actually byk gler cried,mybe org ingt ak nages kt skul je,

but no,blik skola kt rmh,smpai la i closed my eyes n fell asleep last night,i cried,

ak sbnrye trase sgt dgn a few people dlm life ak ni,but tau2 je la ak kn,

nde2 cmni,i'd rather keep it deep in my heart n pretend im ok,

ak fikir byk sgt nde smlm,sal pmr,then kwn ak,then sal dye,

snang kte,i thought of whts going to happen to me,

dh la ade D trial ni,sdeynye x trkate,ak cm lost for words gler mse tuh,

then ade la a few people ni,mmg ak trase gler ngan dyeorg,tpi kdg ak ni mlas nk gado,

so mcm biase,FH diam n smile je,mcm ank patung je ak lately,snyum tpi tak ikhlas,

ak fikir2 ahh,err nk je kte kt bdk tuh,'eh whts wrong wit u? knpe rude gler babi ngan ak?'

'klu mrh ak,straight to the point je la, ak mlas nk trase klu mu tak bgtau ak bkpe.'

'ak tau dh ak mlut bkan baek gler babi tpi takde la ak nk offend n hurt my 24-7 kn?'

'ak pon de prasaan la ! mu ingt ak binatang ke nk wt bodo je mu kte ape sklipon?'

'im not! get tht?! plz la,ak dh la skit hti ngan bdk tuh,now u?'

'huh,just tell me wht the fuck is wrong would u?!'

gitu la lebih krg ape yg trpendam dlm hti ak skrg,sry klu tak ske,im just saying wht i feel,

huh,baek ak mati je la dlu! i hate to say this but sometimes ak rase cm tak nk hidup je doe!

i should have just cut my hand mse tuh kn? hrap mse tuh x jdi,kes ak still syg parents ak,

i still rmember tht moment,mse knife tuh dh kt tgn ak,sket je lagy ak nk cut my wrist,

i wanted to die,coz mse tuh ak rse cm ak takde pape dh in this world thts worth living for,

then seconds bfore knife tuh touched my wrist,tbe2 dlm ak tringat parents ak,then i thought,

'klu ak mati? spe nk jga dyeorg nnti? spe nk make them proud n jga adek2 ak?'

then slowly,ak took the knife away & left mcm nothing happened,

tuh la incident yg dlm life ak yg ak tak prnh bgtau spe2 smpai this moment,

throughout all these 15years i lived,all the crazy freaking 15years!


i was able to learn a lot of things tht helped me to move on with my life,

dlm brain ak,ak slalu ingt Allah,dye la yg tlg ak move on coz i know,

in every step i go,Allah will be by my side n make me strong,

coz i believe in Allah's help,guidance n everything tht hve to do with it,


Allah tuh adil kepada smua makhluk ciptaannya so wht u work for is wht u get,

ak slalu doa supaya Allah bkekn pintu hati ak ke arah kebaikan & jdikn ak wanita yg solehah,

oke mybe mlut ak ade byk lagy changes tht need to be done,

tpi ak promise,slowly,it will all change to something better,

like i sed 'sorry,im not perfect',nobody's perfect but anyone can try to achieve perfection,

am i right? klu salah,bgtau ak oke? so tuh je la klu sal probs ak,n ak de confession tday,

nk dgr tak? hahaha klu tak nk dgr,blah from this page je plz! oke thanks a lot! :D

eh btw,tau dh post ni long gler bngang,klu rse tired,takyah bce un x pe,ak x mrh ^.^

so oke,haaaaaaaaaaaaaah,nk trik nfas lu sblum confess xD

aiyaaa,ayh ak kt tepi,cmne nk cite lau hes near? hish,kcau daun tol la daddy ak ni --'

so oke,ingt dude yg ak ske tuh? (ske knon,pdhal syg bgai nk gler,sembang je ak ni --' HAHA!)

hey,btw,ak kna  jage2,biase la kn,parents di tepi,nk cite rse cm O.O ! HAHA --'

so oke actually,hmm,oke ak bkn jhat ke ape,tpi sbnrnye dlu,

ak kapel ngan bdk2 laki sbb ak nk maenkn prasaan dyeorg je,tau knpe? 

sbb ak benci sgt kaum adam mse tuh,ak bnci ABAH ak so ak amatlah ingin blas dendam!

tpi sbb dye ayh ak,ak takleh wt cm tuh,so sjak dri tuh,krja ak jdi playgurl je,

mse tuh,yg ak tau,ak nk hancurkn kaum adam,nk tgk dyeorg sengsara,

oke mesti sounds kejam gler babi ak ckp cmni kn?

tpi believe it or not,ak yg dlu,is the total opposite ngan shawty yg tgh blogging dpan pc skrg ni,

so after i meet tht dude,for the 1st time ever,hati ak trbke utk kaum adam,

tak caye sdh,im honest right now,diri dye wt ak lembut hati,tbe2 ak takleh wt jhat ngan boy tuh,

starting from tht moment,slowly,ak try to accept a male precense in my life,

then lame2 kn,ak dh takleh nk blas dendam,ak stop wt jhat ngan kaum adam,

then ak pikir2 blik,i sed to myself,

'hmm ade jgk laki btol2 baek dlm dunia ni ea? 

'ahh,whts wrong wit me? tak kn nk stop revenge ak kot? '


'huh! ak x puas hti lagy nk sengsarakn hidop org laki!'

'ugh! but he really looks freaking perfect in my eyes! eeee dye weirdo ke ape?! --''

'hmmm but he actually makes me smile sincerely o.o'


'hmm i gotta find out more bout this dude'


'he really is interesting to me right now.'

-end of monolog-

so starting from then,ak trime kehadiran dye dlm hidup ak,n i am actually,

really really grateful with his presence in my life,n i wanna say to him 'thank u for changing me' :)

n ak mntk maaf kt smua guys dlu tuh,ak tau ak jhat,n ak saje nk permaenkn prasaan org,

hey guys,im really really sorry,i really regret my actions in the past :(

so tuh je la dlm post ni,akhirnye ak bgtau sal the truth,jgn bnci ak oke? 


tht was my past,not now :) hope u understand tht dear readers ^.^ thank u :]

so tc oke? I L Y <3 byebye2 peeps :) assalam~