Oke Seriously? Did Tht Just Happened? Ak Tak Tau Nk Ckp Ape Bhai !

heya,i miss bloggy ak <3 lame tak update :|

oke so td,mse blik,skali lagy,ak lri dri msalah,trpksa la doe,bkn ak nk sgt pon --'

then ak tak tau nk pegy mne mase tuh,ak tgh bengang + confused mse tuh ekpon,

ak pon lari naek ats,ak still tak tau nk pegy mne,

last2 ak pegy on the top floor,ak pegy kt mcm tangga yg ade beranda oww,

ak dri je kt situ,ckp sorang2 lak tuh :p

nk nages,rse cm dh kering air mata,last2 pujuk dri sndri je kt ats tuh,

ak pon turun,pegy klas ghaza ksayangan ak la <3

ak msuk klas tuh,ak trmenung je,tbe2 ak trbayang suasana klas tuh wit all my peeps,

then ak mcm dh nk termenages,ak alone la mse tuh,ak pegy kt meja2 one by one,

ntah knpe,ak sentuh meja2 org2 yg ak mmg close with,org2 yg mmg ak syg n rpat la,

ak tgk meja kori,mat anih,amir,salihin,saadah,wani,emy,pia,laa,matus,aisyah,fatin & yong

ak cm,flashback smua memories ngan my special ones ea,once again,i felt sad,

wlaupon klas kte ni cg smua label TERUK,tpi i still love them coz they're like my family :')

kte gado2 mcm mne sklipon,we still love each other & stay strong together <3

tak kesah la mcm mne sklipon ak maki,ak tak prnh benci anyone lam klas tuh :*

ak pon said goodbye la kt kelas tuh,a flying kiss of coz,ak klu bleh nk smile je :')

but i know i will never forget that class,coz they have been a BIG thing in my life <3


then elok2 ak dh nk blah,ak g kt tngga,then pgar kt tngga ow dh locked !


ak wt relaks lagy,konon2 de gate laen hok x kunci la --'


pegy check kt smua staircase,smua gate dh locked,


ak eh panik dh mse tuh,kes tringat kes ak mse dlu,fobia doe ! nk nages ak ase T.T


then ak pegy opposite hujung kelas ak pnye corridor,cri la spe2 yg ak knal,


then nmpk Amal kt pondok,ak pon pnggil je lah,


dye pegy tnye kt pjabat un,x leh free ak kes pok guard takdop,bgus kn? --'


dye kbo ahh suh ak be patient n tnggu je kt atas tuh,ak dh la mmg tgh sdey mse tuh :|


the mse ak nk pusing n jalan2 pegy klas laen,kes mse tuh,ak rse dh ak nk nages,


ak mcm trduduk,then nk cry dh,ak wt keras gok,mlas dh nk waste tears ak,


bru nk bgn pegy kt laen,tbe2 ade figure kt gate staircase duk blakang ak,


trkejut beruk ak! o__o dh saing bru nk nages pa bnjir,x sdor de org lakang --'


mujur tak nages lagy bhai,ak tak brpe ske org tgk ak cry,tak wahi org tgk ak weak,


sbb bgi ak la,ak nk org tgk ak yg cheerful n bubbly,not the one yg emo n silent,


thts why ak sentiase bising,tak kesah ahh org pnnggil ak annoying ke ape,


just for the record,its my life not yours sucker !


tpi serious ahh,ak rse ak pendam too much things,i like to hide rather than show,


heeeeee :') tbe2 ak rse cm,u know,i've finally start HEALING the WOUND,


finally,ak dh bgtau kwn ak tuh knpe ak change lately,


its not that i hate tht person,its just that im forced to stay away from tht person,


eh tolong la,im not really interested nk rampas hak org for now oke? takde mase! :D


i dont even want to be the BAD SHAWTY,im just doing a favour,HOPE U GET IT!


oke so,ak lega tak tnjuk tears ak dpan someone tuh coz ak mlas :)


then ak trapped la dlm school building ak tuh,mujur de org teman,


ak pnye la takot mse tuh,tak moh bgi dye tnggal ak pa --'


yela,ak kn dh prnh de experiece gitu,cme dashyat lagy T.T


tnggu pnye tnggu,dh dkat 1 hour & a half,bru la pok guard mri --'


heeeeee,thanks a lot sbb teman ak smpai ak free ye wahai human xD


that meant a lot to me :') i really owe u one ^_^


then gitula,ak dh oke sket,headache ak je x hilang2 lagy --'


Alhamdulillah,Allah has answered one of my prayers :')


so smpai sni jee la oke? later ak update lagy :D


R A W R ! Freakers Out ! Thanks sygs <3