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ugh ! tekan gler babi doe ! --' 

klu hok byk ngat prob oww ak la skmo,takdok org laen --'

gini ahh,ak bnor,bkn nk jdi jhat ke nde,tpi ak rse,

ak ni bkn FH hok skmo ak knal,ak dh jdi bdk bodoh,

FH hok ak knal slame ni,x kn dpt result trok gler bangang gini ! mcm sial je bhai ! 

org seme believe in me,put high hopes on me,

konon2 nye,FH x kn dpt result troknye,guarantee straights As pnye la,

lets say la kn,nauzubillah la,klu ak x dpt straight As,ak nk wt ape? 

parents & family ak nk ltak mke kt mne? jtuh maruh ak tau x?!

ak jauh sgt hanyut dlm dunia cyber ni,dlam school life ni,

until i actually forget the real me,i forgot that i am a great shawty,

im not stupid,mama sndri ckp,bukan nk bangge ke ape kn,

tpi FH kn slame ni result dye seme flying colours,x kn PMR nk result mcm ni?!

ak malu gler babi,rse mcm i've let my parents,my family n even myself down,

mmg mse tnggal sket je lagy,tpi from now,im determined to struggle for PMR,

ak nk gler babi dpt straight As for PMR,its my biggest wish ! 

Bismillahirahmanirrahim,

Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku,Kau Makbulkanlah Doa Hambamu Ini,

Kau Berikanlah Hamba Kekuatan Utk Mengharungi Smua Ujian2 Mu Ya Allah,

Jadikanlah Hamba Wanita Yg Solehah,Masukkanlah Hamba Ke Dalam Syurgamu,

Tempatkanlah Hamba Di Kalangan Org2 Yg Beriman,

Permudahkanlah Urusan Hamba Di Dunia & Akhirat,

Panjangknlah Umur Hamba & Sihatkanlah Tubuh Badan Hamba,

Kau Makbulkanlah Doa2 Hamba Ini Ya Allah,Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin.

so from now,i'd do whatever i could to get that 8As as my PMR result,

and when i say anything,i really mean A N Y T H I N G !

ak tau,in order to achieve something,u need to sacrifice something,

and yes,i've made up my mind to sacrifice the most valuable thing in my life,

i think sooner or later,people will know wht it is,

so yeah,Murfiqah Sorhana is damn sad,yeah thats true,

but whats the use of wasting all my tears? 

i know im strong,i can deal with all those problems in life,so why not this one too?

so im gonna make Mama proud,she raised me as a single mother,

and im damn grateful to have an amazing mother like her <3

im gonna prove to Abah that im capable in achieving success without his dirty money,

im not weak Abah,i can beat u in everything u say i couldnt,

im not the same kid from ur memory,im never gonna be tht way again,

dlu bleh beli love Fiqah dgn money kn? but not now,

Fiqah dh bsar la Abah,i know whts bad n whts not,

n im sure that loving u was the biggest mistake in my life,

im gonna prove that i can make sure i dont dissapoint my family's hope on me,

so thats all for now,ak tkan sgt,i just needed to release my tension,

ak tired sgt dh cry,puas dh nk cover mata bengkak ak ni,

brand new Fiqah Hana,

thats what im trying to achieve right now,

thanks for everything guys,thanks for the love n concern bout me,

i really appreciate all of it :')

oke out dlu,studying time,I L Y <3 assalamualaikum ^.^